Saturday, November 28, 2009

I want to know what love is

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......

there is thousand answer for it..but i sure i know what loves is
loves change people
loves open people heart
loves makes me feel warm
loves makes me want to care and share my feeling with someone else
loves complete me

love is such a pure things
i desire it
i need it
and i hope i will always full with love

love to my parents
love u all till death
my brothers...
my friends.....................

Thursday, November 26, 2009


i get inspired from many things..from famous people..from my brother...and many more...but at the end i realize that i mostly get inspired from myself a lot....i did not why..but after all the obstacle i been through..after all the sadness i have been facing..i still holding tight on my spirit and soul to face this world...i mostly really wants to thanks to god for giving me this chance to live in this feel what really the reason im here...i think myself maybe just not good to be inspired by others...but i feel happy if my writing can makes someone think back what they really are..what is her or his best inspiration?

my results has comes out...and it barely sicken my heart a lot....i did not manage to get a better mum and dad target...and i feel broken inside..but what to do?.things has happen..we cannot travel times i take all this as a big wake up for me...there is always time for changing........and for those my friends who gets a good worried ...i will chasing you all after this...

special congrats to

my best frens
they really inspired me

my roomate..
for always there to share something

my classmate
and more....
for being the supportive

my matriculation friends
for being great and cool

the name i been says..i really make them as inspiration....not all..but still is

living in this world is such a inspiration for me............

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I Am mE

I am me. this is my new posting..and absolutely it is the most emotional post for is really describe me as a person and how am i growing as a is so complicated..but it is up to us to make it easy...and for me my journey so far is full of, white, red, yellow, blue ,,,and many more...many obstacle have i been through..many problem have i been facing..and thanks to god, i always find a way to solve my problem..thank you so much god, you really help your servants to live in this life....but i dont wat to talk abot my life journey.. i just want to make a statement that we should be what we are and dont pretend to be another person just to fit in places..people know you from what you are...and do us must really care if they dont like us or hate us because of what am shouldnt ... but when we become what that really we want to feel feel feel that we dont lie to person around really feel that we..that us....maybe at some moment some people cannot except us..but after a long time they will accepts long we still stick to ourself and dont pretend to be another person..just be what we are.....we cannot shout people mouth..but we can change and be what we want to be as a person...and is all in our hand....thanks

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Lelaki Sejati tapi main pondan

i type the title in bahasa melayu cuz i dont have another words to explain about them....i surely people want to know..this is come from my life journey...
i hate them...i fuck them....i hope their all i can say..the 'lelaki sejati main pondan' is come from many types of human, student, workers, teachers, and many more..they really sucks..pretending to love a woman and absolutely have a girlfriends...or maybe 'cikaru' or 'bohsia' or so whatever...but still their make love with pondan..what a shame....i feel pity for any woman out there that have boyfriends that make love with pondan....are they so 'ketagih seks' or maybe 'gian' to make love sampai pondan pun also i want to say to the world please wake up . im saying this because it happens in our community.....and is up for us to make a change....

p/s: maybe people will hardly describe that 'pondan' is is up for the viewers to judge me..iam me...and i dont care what people says....did they give feed to

living in KMPH is such a bless

maybe some people dont iam studying at kolej matrikulasi pahang...i honestly love that college very much..i really2 comes from bottom of my heart..i feel difference at there..i dont need to pretend to be someone just me at there...i really happy when i really achieve that...people there i can categorized in and not so open..but i just dont care what people says im just me..but most of all the people there really can accept me from what i am..maybe at first they just dont like me..but after they know me..they see my personality.. they really can accept such a different from school...the study..maybe for me..its really need so much attention to do well in this college...and i do hope i can score well..lastly..i really believe that stayin in kmph is such a bless.....


marriage? what is marriage? marriage is is a social union or legal contract between individuals that creates kinship. It is an institution in which interpersonal relationships, usually intimate and sexual, are acknowledged by a variety of ways, depending on the culture or demographic. As we know , marriage is all about man and woman..but now it has and man..and also woman and woman...yeah..there is nothing false about that fact....maybe in Malaysia.. there is no type of marriage in this country..but in another is now be illegal..i will describe it in two separate opinions..1)by religion
as we know...there is no religion that state married with same gender is allowed..there is no....not only ISLAM..but also CHRISTIAN...BUDDHA...and many more religious in this world today...its is false...
2)my own opinion
as we know also...we cannot lie to our feelings..and this is happen to the same gender marriage...they cannot lies to their is universal....and is such a beautiful things...i do not said that same gender marriage is right..but it is all about in the couple hand ..they decided what best for their life..and now the world is slightly can except this...but i dont know in malaysia..are we ready for same gender marriage??

Strong Girl

i write this to strongly describe about one of my best friends ATHIRAH AMIR....
for what has happen to her..she can still can strongly through her life with joy and happiness..i absolutely salute her ability to do that...i just write some of her journey that i things is interesting to says....firstly..her SPM results.although her results is maybe good enough for me to says but i know from the bottom of her heart, she is very disappoint, it is because she is one of the student that really excell in school but maybe not her 'rezeki' to get a more better results..but still she is happy and be positive about what happen..and now she been having one more problem.her boyfriends cheated on her and makes her clash with her bf..although it is pain for her but still she strong enough through it.....i hope she will always be strong and always be happy in her life......ily mate....


Actually im so excited to write on my first blog......i dont know what to just speechless..but im happy im do it really show me how am i growing up to become a person..this is a another stage of my life ...its will teach me how to express my feelings on this blog..but honestly i will says anything that in my heart...n always want to fight for what i believe in...anyway once again im so happy writing this blog..all i can blog trully show what my feelings is.......and
for you anyone to know..this is me